Psalm 6:3-4 "My (inner) self (as well as my body) is exceedingly disturbed and troubled. But You, O Lord, how long (until You return and speak peace to me?) Return (to my relief), O Lord, deliver my life; save me for the sake of Your steadfast love and mercy."

Avoid getting negative when you look at your circustances. Actively wait on God to give you strength to walk in the fruit of the Spirit (Galatians 5:22-23). Wait with purpose, silently listening for Him to speak, eagerly watching for Him to act.

Tell Him, "Lord, I received strength to be your ambassador and witness. Your Word tells me to love people who mistreat me. Though it is hard to do in the natural, I receive strength from You to be loving today."

Then watch for the opportunity to act godly as He gives you strength to do so.